take it all back.

the way it came,
unanticipated-
said so, unapologetic,
and every other 'un'
came in, dragged away the shadows,
carried it all the way,
laid me in the light,
or so I believed.

only for it to be put back
on me.
the light.
the sun- take it all back.

unsend the light.
let me sleep where it was dim.